amazing... my life.

Its a very long story... and i'd love to write the
whole thing out... BUT I just don't have the time to
do so...

long story short...

When i went back to LA for those 6 monthes, before I
moved to NY my mother and I had a discussion where I
asked what the deal was with my real father? She told
me he was gay, had dies of aids a few years prior. I
was very fucked up about it, cried a puddle
(litterally) and have been mourning his death the last
3 yrs and got mad I never met him, just once...

Back to present day. Tanya is my best friend at work,
total ny girl, 36, love her. One of her close friends
tim lived in Boston for years working at the ever so
popular alston beat on newbury st... for a guy named
craig who owned it. I'd met craig once before i moved
to LA because my mom mentioned that they used to be
friends in the 80's and my roomate worked for him so i
said hello and we chatted a sec... well Tim moved back
to NY not long ago, as did craig. Craig moved
litterally on the block where i work, so natually he
started going to tanya for haircuts and I would chat
with him, at first we didnt recognize eachother but
because im close to tanya i know tim and she mentioned
tims old boss coming in. So time passes and he made
some joke to tim about how much we look alike and how
he'd banged my mom once... well tim gets convinsed (by
the way, sorry about my spelling... we all know im the
worste) im craigs daughter... well rumors fly and
people make jokes, including tanya and I... we think
this is hillariouse! But then it got kinda weird... so
I called my mom and asked her if ther was ANY way at
all if he could be, and she said maybe. MAYBE! what
the fuck! so i get together with him and hes AMZING!
we get along sooo well and he says "ok lets take a
test" about a week later we took a paternity test...
while we're waiting for the results his birth mother
(who he only found about 4 yrs prior) was in town, so
we all had lunch and she was so sweet and hip... the
day after she left he called me... he got the
results... I HAVE A DADDY! he is amazing! he's from
england! we're going to his moms (the one who raised
him) 60th surprise birthday party! Im gonna get
british citizenship! hes amazing... we already love
eachother and say it! He owns the Gstar storses in
boston, ny and chicago! its only been a week since
i've known and im already a different person because
of all this! i've never ever been more happy! he's
only 45, hip and fun! we talk about anything and
everything! I've never been more happy!